❤ Dance as though no one can see you. Sing as though no one can hear you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Live as though Heaven is on Earth
♫♪ MUSIC is like touching the pulse of the WORLD ツ
Tuesday, 30 June 2009❤
watched Threads of Destiny あかい～いと tday with jess sweet romance and some interludes of freaky and disturbing storyline. the parts about death.
we went to kinokunia almost immediately to get the novels after the movie. (: can't wait for part two in the theatres, reading is also very much intriguing.
xwtw after that and we tried all the recommended tw night market street snacks. all labelled with 超讚 on the menu: we had four dishes and a dessert plus drinks. and it wasn't expensive. loves ♥
had a great time catching up.
p/s: having trouble uploading pictures on blogger.
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THIS IS LIFE. mum :"dance is just your interest, can u find something proper to do? it won't earn u a living, how long do u think u can be dancing."
dancing is very improper ?! she makes it sounds like i'm doing drugs. it's passion, i don't want to waste time following crowd and end up not doing what i want to do. "proper" degree then will get u somewhere? bachelor of arts is NOT a proper degree?!
dance and music, they're my passion. and she said why had i wasted time NOT continuing my music classes. i had spent days and nights asking her to bring me to music schl when i was a little kid. as a kid i can be stubborn. i want to make her happy too; but at the expense my own future?! in the first place, she was the one who made me stopped my music classes no matter how unwilling i was years ago. i had it her way.
how much longer do i have to live their lives. "why don't u go study management, or go take up accounting." she says it like it's so easy. every decision i make was dismissed, and i was compelled to your suggestions instead. to make u happy. it doesn't matter how i feel at all.
what's the point of prying for MY final decision everyday when everything i said was followed by a "why not u do ____?" and as if i can do anything now? most applications are not even starting yet until late sept/oct!
and i'm paying for my own classes now. not like i'm asking any favours from u. I am searching for my purpose in life. dance makes me feels like i have one. it makes me happy, makes me feels alive. if i were to go to local uni, my biggest motivation would be the dance clubs. nus dance blast/ntu mj-hip hop. Some people spent their whole like not knowing what they want to do. so what if u have a nice education background, if does not determines your competence too. people who want to realize their dreams are unappropriate?
i don't want to live my life in regrets. i don't want to be looking back next time, whether i'd be successful/rich or not, and be thinking : i wish i had done this and this and this. i know such things may be short-lived. all the more i should make use of the time i have now before it's too late. i don't know where it'll bring me but i'm working towards it. i'd rather be struggling to make ends meet and doing something i truly enjoy rather than being rich and successful but unhappy.
urgh~ anyone out there understands how i feel?
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Monday, 29 June 2009❤
if u were to ask me to talk about my experience at The Big Groove 2009 i probably would not be able to stop.
so i'll just summarize it in ONE word: AWESOME !
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Saturday, 27 June 2009❤
ran into steven lim today and it's the second time this week. total entertainment although i'm not a fan of him.
i was laughing at the way he speaks but at the same time totally amazed by his ego and how he would never feel embarassed. it was funny and i was like trying to hold my laughter. he thinks that i'm interested in what he has to offer. half the time i wasn't listening. hahaha. entertained. and also not to mention, dodging his flying saliva. seriously ! oh man. seriously, AMAZING to have such ppl around.
i hope i don't run into him again.
he was telling me to be some freelance model join his team whatever stuff. showed me some mediacorp letter or smth of that sort. said that models are featured on a million hit website. (i seriously thinks that he is referring to his own blog:click here) and here comes the entertaining part which was why i was trying to hold me laughter. he showed me an article, with a picture of him and a few others, (his face was only one small part of the picture actually) and he said :" see, last time I was very handsome, just that now I slimmed down qutie a bit." oh, and he claimed that he is a very rich guy in singapore.
zzzz ..... speechless man. really. shameless ~
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putting that aside, went to cell group today / ytd evening at april's. our pot luck ended up with different varieties of chickens. some veg and also curry with pork. way too much food, bad coordination. hahaha ! i think april and anna have to have chicken for their meals for the rest of their week. discussion was over dinner so we ended earlier than usual.
drove to Sixth Avenue for gelato afterwards ~ woohoo . and planned for next cell outing and next fellowship date. there goes my weekends for July.
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this coming week is so filled with dance events! i'm so excited ! TBG is this sunday!! got the TBG tee at o school ytd before going for work. (: Wu Amplify launch party then Jim Beam Hip Hop competition finals too.
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Monday, 15 June 2009❤
I was spending my late morning and the afternoon at Coastes with bo in the blaring sun on friday. There was this lizard like thing that swam close to the shore and there was a group of caucasion kids amazed by it and one of the little boy was screaming :"the shark ate the lizard!" after the swimming lizard swam back out to sea. awfully cute.
love our night picnic @ henderson waves. i'm lazy to elaborate on it and we have like over hundred of photos. it was a fun night and we almost didn't want to leave . and we found our amazing ONE CORNER which gave us the lighting for great photos. the effects was unexpected and the discovery was totally random.
here are some of the things we did - our food: salad, chicken, pringles, fresh wild cherries, donuts, cookies and some drinks and vodka.
our lovely havaianas flip-flops and lj's lonely x-flops
feeding donuts among the qing ai de's.
and we went to search for the highest point on the bridge - +77.88m above sea level ---- venturing into restricted zones.
"Artistic One Corner" presents "Emo One Corner" taken at One Corner looking like a dummy - pinocchio avid drug addict mirroring et telepathy
now comes the qing ai de's:
and the group shot:
there are nicer group shots but they're still with jess. send the photos u have woman!
that's all for now. . oh wait ~ one more photo to share: discretion: the following is NOT meant for those with a weak heart. here we go ....
OMGOOOODNESS WHAT THE FISH WAS THAT ~
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i find this entertaining and pretty hilarious. ha. shan is so funny! especially when he's trying to make an accent; it's so weird but he sounded so cute.
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Sunday, 14 June 2009❤
these are from last saturday:
we looked like we are happy in these photos but we're totally NOT and utterly disappointed that dance was postponed. urgh, i can feel the energy in me trying to burst out in a feat on the dance battle floor. and then off we go to andrew's after doing a bit off shopping @ bugis st. the rest of the pictures are uploaded on fb by yyvon.
wednesday saw myself out the entire day with girls from ij. just so happens that i have btt, yyvon has driving lesson and val has smth nearby and we're all out by morning. here's what we did for the day in chronological order: 1. breakfast @ Long John Sliver's 2. shopped at Bugis and Haji Lane 3. dessert for lunchtime @ MOF (thanks to scorching weather) 4. catching our afternoon naps on the bus 5. ice cream (again) at Cold Rock 6. hopped by orchard, had some finger food then to Central for sushi @ Central Market. 7. had a sticky addiction with the homemade candies process (and the two girls' addiction with smth more than just the candies, u get what i mean.) 8. went opposite to YJ for happy hours 9. back to central and up to helipad
we have more than a hundred photos taken the whole day~! we spent more than half the day together and i was back at Central after another 12hrs again for work ~
no.2: no.3 no.5:
no7: ernest and jamie ernest jamie rollies smilies! smiles and cheers!
no.8:
no.9:
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Thursday, 11 June 2009❤
i'm happy that i passed btt the first time round also with the fact that i did studying so last minute that i managed to finished reading the book at 3am the previous day . yay (: perfect.
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Wednesday, 10 June 2009❤
Sexy Diamond Singapore feat.
The Sunset Alleycats Da' Street Soulz RAWR O Crew
Grand Opening: 13th June 2009 @ The Heeren Shops #03-02
WANDER
with my shoes on it~
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Sunday, 7 June 2009❤
friday night cell group @ steven's. funny how i always end up not turning up for church and also missing youth service and sorts on sundays. maybe they should change everything to the evenings or afternoons so i can sleep more and NOT be late / miss anything.
we had food, and cake for stuart cuz he's enlisting soon. the irony is that his same age buddy is going to have his ord on the same day ~ HA. yeah, cake for his remaining civilian days. anna came back from hku cuz it's her uni sem break, smart girl we have here, and she with her sis april made oreo cheesecake for us. bible study was pretty much digestible but the atmosphere was as usually rather sleep-inducing but i managed to catch the msg (:
TODAY/YTD (SAT) went out with the irony two, tgt with yvvon to have lunch @ astons. sorry ah ~~ can't help with my late-coming habits. there was sg idol auditions @ the cathay. and i didn't know it at all until i saw the crowd. i feel so outdated now, plus the guys got me wondering when is the last time i actl watched an actual programme on the television - LAST YR! can u believe it. eh, but i do watch shows from online streaming. i'm not THAT ancient yet !
supposed to be the start of our hip hop performance series class and was very pissed with the fact that they postponed it WITHOUT informing us ! what the fish! somemore we rushed there cuz we were running late! terri keep complaining that the guy is "stupid gay guy" . well, he do look gay, with legs slimmer than ours and tight tailored shorts and a handbag.
712a gathering @ andrew's place. a drinking board game which val brought. we weren't allowed to beer, even though andrew's dad love to offer cuz his mum rejected due to unnescessary responsibility, so we replaced it with water. AND I DRANK DAMN LOT OF WATER. guitar hero-ed. then proceed to clarke quay to pub-hop with KL and yyvon.
theory test on wednesdays! and i have not finished studying! church @ 9am (sunday schl) and 11am (service) then 2pm (choir), standard for every sunday. AHHH ~ i'm so gonna die cus it's 4.52am NOW and i'm still awake.
this is a very wordy post indeed and i'll make up for it with more graphics soon! i love visuals. like how dance is music made visual (:
***p/s: i'm stil damn sad that i didn't get to dance today . bloody hell, when is our class going to start! p/p/s: i'm craving for forlicks. and my tummy is aching from the crunches and leg raise.
I can foresee that my pockets are going to have enormous holes in them.
got myself a new cap in LJ's favourite colour cum best friend: PURPLE!
super slack these days; skipped work totally whenever i overslept. i don't know how did i manage to do that but seems like i'm having sleeping disorders. i'm still annoyed by the lady at the counter for mistaking me as a student after working there for almost 6 weeks. SIX WEEKS. couldn't believe that i can survive in the office for so long too. (alright minus all the late-coming, maybe only 3 weeks) i feel so 宅女 now ~ missing all the flexibility and freedom. endure endure til the end of the month.
before i knew it, my june is already packed with activities. feel so bad for the endlessly postponing dinners with julius and krit-kor. weekdays are gone - work; weekends are gone too (from this month) - dance + church + choir. ahhh, my heart is totally not into choir now, no matter how i used to love it. probably cuz it's mostly choral and not acappella. plus, it's more like a chore and duty. gotta put in that extra effort to commit. AND i'm still not ready to take up the role as church pianist. oh no, stuart AND bennywong are both enlisting this month, i'll be left with no options. i'm just not up for the responsibility.
many many unfinished tasks. they're never going to get going.
goals: 1. be home for dinner more often. 2. deal with sleeping disorders; and being late all the time. 3. stay healthy.
RYANIMAY CONFERIDO !
CHANNING TATUM !
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Tuesday, 2 June 2009❤
WATCH OUT FOR: BGIRL MOVIE ! lady jules from BeatFreaks .
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Monday, 1 June 2009❤
1. angels and demons with bobo 2.on call @ ma maison 3. night at the museum with yvonne 4. adidas sundown completed. 5. sun with moon food spree + dessert spam with clique.
food was great last night and i'm so gaining weight plus there are no dance class for the past three weeks! weight lost @ the sundown are all coming back within a day! 200$+ the total bill if we hadn't have the 50% discount ! thanks qing ai de once again ! ((: and i totally missed seeing her ! first time in the month! busy woman ~
